Once in a golden hour I cast to earth a seed. Up there came a flower, The people said, a weed. To and fro they went Thro' my garden bower, And muttering discontent Cursed me and my flower. Then it grew so tall It wore a crown of light, But thieves from o'er the wall Stole the seed by night. Sow'd it far and wide By every town and tower, Till all the people cried, "Splendid is the flower!" Read my little fable: He that runs may read. Most can raise the flowers now, For all have got the seed. And some are pretty enough, And some are poor indeed; And now again the people Call it but a weed.
Poetic Flower.
Friday, November 06, 2009:
hey tulle of ewe
I only have a single week left of uni..that's it....a measly 6 more days til my FINAL exam (which i'll start studying for after i complete my subdivision :P lol, it's a science exam anyway)

You'd think i'd be cramming my butt off...and yet, here i am (wasting my talentless fingers) tinkering on the piano..

It would really be so much more efficient once i get my hands on some sheet music. Unfortunately, i'm not that gifted to play by ear...

so why on earth am i wasting so much time???????!!!!!!!!!! urgghhhh!!!

Anyway, throwing all frustrations aside (i hope i don't internalise them too much)
My all-time fav. mood elevating song makes me smile even without the hilariously cute commentaries:


oh yeah, and this is my current bg study music...lol...loves it!








p.s. why are ppl commenting tt this random pianoprodigy looks like hankyung? fools...


i can't seem to find a cover of KAJ Byul from 200pounds that i'm happy with...maybe i'll start recording myself? heeeeheeeee....study first girl!!!! pahbo!!!

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Wednesday, November 04, 2009:
a missed abyss
note to self: lookfor&buy sheet music in Msia...

I am desperately trying to get my hands on suju sheet music. dessssperately!

There is a 98% chance that i will not be in Melb come May, 2010...& i'm not talking short-term either.
I have narrowed down my options to:
  • TESOL course 1 $1600
  • TEFOL (120h) course $1200
...and i have yet to contact
  • Camp Korea
  • Snet
  • i-to-i
...but i am totally jetting to Korea 2010 regardless. no jobs holding me down..no matter how many i've applied for..so why not?
Who knows? It might even be my calling. I mean, i told God that if i don't get any job offers...then...i would fly myself to Korea & teach english. lol.
soo...

this is it.
2 more assessments.

headdownthumbsup!

From Incheon-Seoul-Bandung, wait for meeeeee~

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Saturday, October 31, 2009:
dejected rejection
Perpetual sorrow feels like a state of internalised suicide.
One must not give up but produce mental toughosity!! oh yeah!!!

ha!

yeah right...

In You, will i draw strength for i cannot continue based on my efforts alone.
If only i could release the well of tears kept hidden deep within. It would compliment the drought of our external environment, no? sigh

I do feel, however, that a slight crack might drown us all.
new series name: tsunami of tears..lol...
not funny...

Sadness does not enjoy company.
No..
sadness is my company.

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Friday, October 30, 2009:
so long, farewell
..if only.

if only i had put that littttllleee bit more effort into the poster. if only i had put a littttlllee more thought into my design response. if only i hadn't listed to H and changed my original design so there was less road reserve and more open space. oh well...i suppose those with industry experience don't always know best.

if there is one thing i have learnt, you MUST listen carefully to your authorities. ultimately, they are the one with the power to grade you well (regardless of subjective standards).

...hmmm...

i spent a lot of time editing that poster. i'm pretty sure i'll be spending a lot moreee time editing this report. considering there is hardly any time left, i'm a little concerned...where do i draw the line from retouching people's grammar to completely changing their original work?

-_-;;

Dear God, i know i am no longer able to graduate with first class honours but i do hope to at least finish these final subjects with a minimum of 80.
thank you!

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Sunday, October 25, 2009:
whole lotta crapola!

.....ottoke?

God, only with your help can i/we do well in this project...i can't seem to do any work on it...please help!


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Saturday, October 24, 2009:
asdfjk; SCREAM
i think...
i am on the brink..
of crying...


my final yr research project is in shambles..

...

..or so it appears.

this is gay!

neither my research partner nor i have adequate data....

....

sheeeshkebab. i'm hungry..lol

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ughhhhhhhhh!!

note to self: quit being an alchi and stop chugging down beers + mixed drinks...
not doing the bigbelly any good!!

DETOXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!

Dreamt of Jay again. No idea what on earth would possess my brain to obsess over him...Out of all the 2pm boys, he is NO WAY my ideal pick...nawww...i do feel sorry for him though. Poor Jay...
Can't believe i dreamt he'd become my guy-bestie....LOL!! what the? I suppose i do need a new guy-bestie...haven't had a brother figure for quite a while now heeh..

I have a big face. I don't like having a big face. It makes me appear fatter than what i really am...well, at least now my body is starting to match my face...that is SOOOOoo not a good thing!

pooooooooooohhhhh~

eep!
I can't finish my work without God's help...PLZ HELP ME DO WELL GOD!!! Oh, and i would really love a job next year. Thanks, sweet! <3

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Friday, October 23, 2009:
sidebar
"you have really good grades," praised the tall one.

(inner thoughts: really? i thought they were pretty average...i suppose Geos aren't exactly academically inclined...)



ladidadidadida...............

GET TO WORK MISSY!!!!


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Monday, October 19, 2009:
short and sweet
arghhh 2 weeks!

"wow, that is one big piece of salmon!"

I'm having a fat day.

"Can i buy you a drink?"

Are you from Korea?

"Want to make love? kenchanaya?"

oh?

"sorry about them, you girls have a good night"

such a nice girl.

"don't worry man, you've got her as your project partner. "

sorry, i don't think i can serve.

A little pressed for time.

"better get some sleep, stayed up the whole night."



TOO MUCH EXPECTATION, NOT ENOUGH DELIVERY! DON'T EXPECT MUCH FROM SOMEONE SO LITTLE plzzzzzzzzzz!!!

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Sunday, October 11, 2009:
Tears

doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete
nagasugita yoru ni tobidachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete
kodoku wo dakishimete
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite

Dry your tears with love

Loneliness, your silent whisper
fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
and you, you never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought
you'd trade your soul to the fates,
never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaete

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite


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